191.22 this morning. Ketosis should be happening by tomorrow, if I’m not already there.
Was a little tough last night, being only day 2, but I made it through. When mom was eating toaster strudels for an evening treat I simply went to my bedroom to remove nail polish from my toes and put new polish on. The smell of the polish remover took away all thoughts of food.
It will be so awesome, and yet so weird to reach 160-170. I don’t even know what I will look like then. My face is already thinner than it’s been ever (it looks thinner at 39 at this weight than it did at this weight at age 18-20).
I have so many motivators to get there, so I will get there. I will get there this summer. Truly amazing how my life has changed in a year. Not to be cliche, but if I can do it, anyone can. However, I believe the most important contribution to my success has been supportive people in my life….especially my mom. My mom has been so supportive, and eats whatever I eat, and keeps “crappy food” out of my sight, and doesn’t eat it (usually) in front of me. I can’t imagine having a house full of people (kids) who were eating whatever all of the time. At least not the first 75 pounds or so. Now that my goal line is so close it doesn’t bother me. My mind is either right about eating on plan, or it’s not….and it has nothing to do with anyone else.
I feel like I’ve found the secret to life, and I just want to share it with everyone. I know I can’t, but I think that’s why I blog…..so that those who seek out my story are actually willing participants, and I’m not forcing my story upon them.
That’s all for now!